Day 1.

A picture of yourself with fifteen facts:

1: I'm 164 cm tall - or short, if you will!
2: I'm afraid of the dark, very afraid.
3: I've worn glasses since I was 3. 
4: I write songs and poems.
5: I have an insane amount of celebrity-crushes.
6: I've wanted to become lawyer since I was 7.
7: I absolutely love animals. 
8: - except rats and mice, they scare the living shit out of me. 
9: I can't wait to have kids. 
10: I can't dance or sing, but that has never stopped me!
11: If you wanna win my heart, get me food, Pepsi Max or vodka. 
12: I'm allergic to grass, latex and dogs. 
13: I have 5 tattoos, and I'm trying to save up for more. 
14: I'm constantly on a diet, but it never lasts long.
15: Nicholas Sparks is my favourite author. 

Hi, dear followers! I found this on google, and I thought it could be fun, so here we go! 
It's a "100 day picture challenge", so I will try to upload everyday! Here's what you'll see:

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts
Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 04 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day
Day 07 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 08 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of someone you do the craziest things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of your favorite store
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of the sexiest Woman alive
Day 19 - A picture of something you love to do.
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you never leave the house without
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of someone you miss
Day 25 - A picture of you from last year
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of your favorite night
Day 28 - A picture of your favorite place in the world
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30 - A picture of your favorite quote
Day 31 - A picture of food you made
Day 32 - A picture of what you did today
Day 33 - A picture of somewhere you went today
Day 34 - A picture of your favorite morning
Day 35 - A picture of your hometown
Day 36 - A picture of your pet
Day 37 - A picture taken at school
Day 38 - A picture of your favorite drink
Day 39 - A picture of your favorite food
Day 40 - A picture of your friends
Day 41 - A picture of your favorite weather
Day 42 - A picture of you listening to music
Day 43 - A picture of you celebrating
Day 44 - A picture that describes your life
Day 45 - A picture of your favorite cartoon character
Day 46 - A picture that you edited
Day 47 - A picture of your favorite animal
Day 48 - A picture of you more than 10 years ago
Day 49 - A picture of you and your best friend(s)
Day 50 - A picture of yourself
Day 51 - A picture of you wearing sunglasses
Day 52 - A picture of you dressed up
Day 53 - A picture of you in a car
Day 54 - A picture of you on your last vacation
Day 55 - A picture of you with a date
Day 56 - A picture of you all bundled up
Day 57 - A picture of you in your backyard
Day 58 - A picture of your hair all done
Day 59 - A picture of you at prom
Day 60 - A picture of you at a sports game
Day 61 - A picture of you in the fall
Day 62 - A picture of you on a ride
Day 63 - A picture of luggage
Day 64 - A picture of you at work
Day 65 - A picture of you at a park
Day 66 - A picture of you in the air
Day 66 - A picture of you doing something childish
Day 67 - A picture of you falling
Day 68 - A picture of you outside
Day 69 - A picture of a crazy night out
Day 70 - A picture of someone you don't go a day without talking to
Day 71 - A picture of you with people you work with
Day 72 - A picture of you with unbelievable scenery
Day 73 - A picture of you somewhere warm
Day 74 - A picture taken professionally
Day 75 - A picture of you receiving a reward
Day 76 - A picture of you drinking something
Day 77 - A picture of you and friends making silly faces
Day 78 - A picture of you in the dark
Day 79 - A picture of you in the water
Day 80 - A picture of you and someone you love being silly
Day 81 - A picture of you with a character
Day 82 - A picture of someone you love asleep
Day 83 - A picture of you and a teammate
Day 84 - A picture of a school project
Day 85 - A picture of your favorite holiday
Day 86 - A picture of someone who helps you with school
Day 87 - A picture of someone you grew up with
Day 88 - A picture of your dream car
Day 89 - A picture of you at a hotel
Day 90 - A picture of you wearing your favorite color
Day 91 - A picture of you and your friends playing a game
Day 92 - A picture of your school
Day 93 - A picture of your favorite board game
Day 94 - A picture of you and your friends eating
Day 95 - A picture of you on a plane
Day 96 - A picture of your favorite movie
Day 97 - A picture of something you no longer have
Day 98 - A picture of you and your friends out somewhere
Day 99 - A picture that was first on your facebook.
Day 100 - A picture of you smiling

Jeg forstår ikke, hvorfor det går mig på. Jeg er kommet videre, det er jeg - jeg elsker Nicolaj utrolig højt, og dette handler ikke et sekund om jalousi fra min side.

Det er det faktum, at det er hende. Hende, jeg blev kasseret for - fordi hun enten er tyndere, smukkere eller muligvis mere slutty end jeg, hvad ved jeg. Hende, jeg allerede har mistet så meget til, og.. ja.

Men samtidig kan jeg ikke lade være med at tænke - det er fint, hyg I jer bare, for jeg var der først. Han glemmer mig aldrig, det ved jeg. You never forget your first time. 

Jeg vil afslutte dette med at sige, endnu en gang, at jeg ikke er jaloux, selvom det lyder sådan. Jeg vil ikke have ham tilbage, jeg vil ikke engang se på ham. Jeg håber, han rådner op i helvede, og han tager hende med. 
Jeg har verdens mest fantastiske kæreste, som jeg ikke ville bytte væk for noget, da mindst af alt ham. 

You might have him but haven't you heard;  I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at, honey, you might have him but I always get the last word.

I have no idea where I'm going, how I'm getting there, when I'm gonna be there or where the journey may take me. I just hope you're there with me.

Jeg prøver på ikke at blive bitter. Jeg prøver virkelig. Jeg prøver ikke at have ondt af mig selv, at hade verden og forsøger at se på de lyse sider. Men der er virkelig dage, hvor jeg ikke kan se pointen i det.

Jeg siger ikke, at jeg vil dø, overhovedet. Tanken har ikke strejfet mig i flere måneder, hvilket jeg er ret stolt over. 
Jeg mener blot, at hvis mit liv skal være så hårdt de næste.. 50 år, det.. den tanke har jeg svært ved at håndtere.
- Jeg ved udmærket godt, jeg lyder som en lille emo tøs nu, men det er min blog, so take it or leave it. 

Jeg synes, det er hårdt. Det er hårdt at være et sted, hvor man ikke er glad for at være, det er hårdt at leve med konstant angst, paranoia og de mavesmerter, der næsten er vendt tilbage med fuld kraft. 
Jeg får tit at vide, at jeg skal fokusere på de gode ting, og det ved jeg godt, og jeg prøver. Men der er bare dage, hvor jeg er nødt til at give mig selv lov til at være bitter.
Give mig selv lov til at tænke "Fuck, hvorfor er det mig, det skal gå ud over? Hvorfor kan mine venner gå i skole, få hue på, arbejde og endda få børn, mens jeg sidder fast her? Hvad har jeg gjort forkert, siden jeg ikke kan bare én af de ting?"

Jeg ville ønske, jeg kunne trykke på en knap, og så var alt ok. Jeg er så træt af, at jeg bare sidder fast her, og jeg kan ikke gøre en skid ved det.
Jeg er træt af at bruge alle mine dage på Tumblr, Facebook, Sims, film og bøger. Jeg elsker alle de ting, men jeg vil ikke bruge hele mit liv på det.

Jeg havde aldrig forestillet mig, da jeg drømte om at være 18, at jeg ville sidde på et bosted og have absolut intet indhold i min hverdag. Hvis det ikke var for Katrine, ville jeg ikke kunne holde det ud. Heldigvis har jeg hende.